I am not sure if it's just the energy drink talking again or I am really slowly becoming more productive when listening to something really uplifting. I think I am really nourished not just by intake but with what I have been listening to as well. Music can really heal the little wounds of our mind. There's just one thing music cannot heal. If anyone claim openly a lack of interest to some music you made yourself, you might start hating music altogether. Sad but mostly true. I guess I won't be making music for months again.
Do you also sometimes feel that the only reason some people are putting up with you is because beggars can't be choosers? Don't get me wrong. I honestly believe they are nice human beings but the longer we both keep up with each others' challenges, the shorter our lives could be getting. Losers don't cancel out fellow losers. I just thought about that now. If a loser hangs out with a winner, that doesn't make the loser a winner too. You need to be an actual winner before another winner of his own right can have a mutually beneficial relationship with you.